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The struggle is real.. Nursery vs Babysitter

Had a really bad night last night - Umi was moody & cried herself to sleep upon getting the WA messages from Tok Umi (1st babysitter): basically she is sorry but she can no longer babysit Dhiya since her daughter is having online classes daily at 4pm and she had to care for the 1 yo grandson. Umi didn't talk to Ayah about it since Umi will cry more! So, umi woke up early in the night and prayed to Allah - to make it easier & the best 'pengasuh' for Dhiya..  since yesterday afternoon (upon getting back) Umi sort of already had a bad feeling (just a thought really) and kept pray to Allah for keeping Dhiya safe from harm. Umi came across Tok Umi's husband when Umi sent Dhiya there in the morning. He didn't look softspoken - Umi kinda scared - call me paranoid! - but he looked annoyed. All is well... alhamdulillah syukur Ya Allah

December 23rd, 2019

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Allah said, "Kun fayakun.." ALLAHUAKBAR!! Even if the GH's gynae specialist said (a short long story here) very small probability for umi to get pregnant due to a condition called unicornuate uterus.  Umi went to IPPT Bertam to consult the one gynae available for a possibility of doing laproscopy to check further on the unicornuate uterus. Actually ayah wanted to accompany umi there but umi insisted that it was going to be nothing really since it was 1st appointment - most probably history-taking & scheduled for next appointment.  History was made that day... umi was literally on cloud nine - it was hard to belief at first!